Why are you single? I wish I had a dollar for every time someone asked me this question. I think it is safe to say that it was my immaturity pertaining to the confounds of relationships that lead to their demise. I didn't initially know how to be a girlfriend or wife. It wasn't until I completed research on relationships through Gods eyes that I begin to understand the bigger picture. I slowly discovered that my prior ideals were completely distorted by the pressures of life.
As a little girl, my favorite Disney movies were Beauty & the Beast, Aladdin, Cinderella and Snow White. I was engulfed with the idea of romance. I would literately dream of being with my very own Prince Charming one day. Just like most little girls, I was a princess who believed in endless possibilities, when it pertained to matters of the heart. Nonetheless, somehow throughout life this dream began to slowly die.
Before I met you, I had a breaking point when I decided stop dating to become celibate. Dating had become overrated to the degree that it was draining and daunting to even think about. Although difficult at first, it was something I grew to master and love. This gave me the ability to slow down and fully analyze those of the opposite sex. It actually made me feel powerful in sense that I wasn't in a rush any longer. People at times made it seem as if it is foreign to not be in a relationship. Well this woman, who at some point craved attention, has now mastered the simple pleasures of solely being intimate with God.
After being lead to complete some intense research on marriage and relationships I began to uncover specific details that God wanted me to know about the opposite sex. It was during one of my intimate time frames that I asked God "Would I ever get married again?" I asked , not really expecting an answer, yet yearning for an answer. A part of me longed for a FOREVER relationship. Something that would never dissipate. Something that could be built on a lasting foundation. Something God ordained. Was this even possible with me? To my surprise, God began to speak to me about You in a continuous manner ......
When God started speaking to me about You, it started with dreams. I would actually dream of dating different celebrities. For instance, I had a dream I was dating the actor Mark Walberg. In my dream Mark was my protector as we both encountered an attack from the enemy. This did not make any sense at all initially, until I realized that God was giving me a glimpse of your character. He wanted me know that he had someone very specific in mind. So each time I had a dream about You, I would write it down in my prophetic journal.
Throughout a serious of dreams God told me that you are Royalty, you would often travel , possess integrity, and have wisdom. He also told me that you would be mysterious, a protector, and in the public eye. I thought it was very funny that God used the actor Johnny Depp as the mysterious character to describe you. I believe God told me these things to rule out those who did not possess these traits. I have crossed paths with several men that had some of these traits but they just weren't You. For the sake of loneliness, I had the option to opt out of God's plan. Nonetheless, wisdom made me realize Gods plan is best, which includes his perfect timing.
Back to my question, Is this possible with me? God said to answer your question daughter "What I join together, no man can tear apart" So to my future husband, I cant wait to experience a lifetime with you. I am praying for you and our future.
Signed your future wife.........
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